A Full Heart and a Packed Bag

I have postponed writing a blog post for many weeks because honestly what I have been occupied with is just what you would expect from someone moving across the world; I'm packing, I'm shopping, I'm stressing (only mildly), I'm visiting friends, and doing fun things for the "last time". It has been an exciting two and a half weeks. 

I had a BBQ at my house this week to say goodbye to people and thank them for supporting me over the next 11 months. What a wonderful time I was given to honor and serve those who are giving of their hard-earned resources so that I can go and serve the people of Indonesia. There was laughter, prayers, fellowship and rich conversation. After the BBQ I looked on the kitchen table and people had brought me gifts! I can't imagine why people would deem it necessary to bring me a gift after they have already given me the gift of going to Indonesia but there they were; gifts of money to help pay for the BBQ, hand written cards that eloquently described my personality, and letters of encouragement for when difficult challenges arise on the field. 

Not only are my friends outdoing themselves, but my family as well. For the last month, my sister and her husband have paid for every single one of my needs, without hesitation. My mom and dad have also paid for special things to pack and gifted me handmade comfort items for while I'm away (coming from the Hopkins line of family, I promise you I'm more than prepared for anything that will come my way while overseas). 

Recently, It has been a whirlwind of emotions. At times I feel very sad to leave my family and friends behind, and uneasy about leaving what is comfortable to pick up a very different lifestyle. Other times I'm eager to go and ready for any challenge that will come my way. That is all a part of the adventure right? :)

But mostly, I have felt so joyful, so undeserving, so blessed, so loved, and so treasured. Thank you to those who have so richly given without expecting anything in return, I'm forever grateful. 

I'm only 8 days away from departure, Indonesia I'm coming for you!